More Cognitive Work

I just finished my reaction paper for my Political Science 152 (Philippine Legislative System) about the anti-Charter Change (or better yet, anti-ConAss) rally two Mondays ago. To be honest, writing this entry is just random, for I can’t really think of what to write as of the moment.

The past few days have been hectic.

Backlogs have been a problem. Completing them is quite a pressure. Although manageable, a conflict always comes with my current subjects and the backlogs. If I won’t accomplish it before the semester ends, extending a semester comes next. That should not happen though. And I won’t let it come.

But what makes the pressure even more disturbing is my thesis proposal for Political Science 199.1 (Qualitative Research in Political Science) in preparation for Political Science 198 (Special Problems in Political Science) next semester. Termed as “seminar paper”, we have to accomplish a relevant research that will surely eat up most of my time a few months from now. In short, a seminar paper is thesis-like but not thesis at all. How can that be so fcukingly euphemistic? LOL.

Everything boils down to a fact: I have a lot of topics scrambling in my mind, but I don’t have any thesis topic to work on!

I’ve thought of these things even before, but I kept on rejecting some fields. Analysis of previous legislation sounds boring. Comparative Politics is a bit tedious. Political Culture is interesting but roots out to studying a bit of Sociology. Political Dynamics also interests me but requires a much broader study. I always want to ensure that the thesis problem is not at par with the usual research paper, but I don’t want it to be too tedious and difficult.

I just want it to be a reputable undergraduate thesis and nothing else. Something that I’ll be proud of and can be pursued as I deepen my study of politics.

My professor’s voice in 199.1 suddenly echoed.

Most of your research questions are unacceptable. More cognitive work, more cognitive work.

My first research question was rejected. I’m waiting for the revision to be rejected, too.

Over-spontaneity No More

Finally, I’m on vacation!

Our one-month-long practicum has just ended. I must say that it was a very tiring experience for me and, maybe for the rest of my classmates. But it surfaced on me big time only a few days ago, as I try to railroad my research paper about the so-called “presidentiables” and my journals during the practicum. LOL.

Many people noticed that I gained weight.Well, yes, it’s true. From around 53 kilograms (116 pounds) a few months ago, I now weigh around 140 pounds, my heaviest in years! It was pretty hilarious for me. I never thought I could really, really do that! After that instance, I got so inspired on gaining more weight and, eventually, toning my body into a fitter-slash-hotter figure. Starting June (or July), the gym might become my new haven.

Any tips for a first-timer? Haha. I’m excited yet anxious about this.

Aside from working out, I’m excited for an upcoming job for me. I won’t tell what exactly my job is to avoid jynx but, basically, I really need this to help out in minimizing household expenses and to maintain extra cash for other important expenditures. Although I think I lack the specific experience, I firmly believe I can do the nitpicking when accepted for the job. Anyway, all of us start in blank slates.

Just in case you have other part-time jobs to offer, don’t think twice to message me or to reply on this note. It will be very helpful.

But if you think I’m going to decrease my academic load in the coming semesters, that would be a very big no-no. 2010 is my only graduation year. Haha.

As a new phase is about to start, I think it calls for me to lessen my over-spontaneity. I am a person afraid to miss anything I think of as important (or so I think but they might not be that important). Shyness comes into me when I feel that I don’t click that much with my friends or when the news I’m hearing was already outdated.

Thus, with the additional activities added to my calendar, this must urge me to strictly follow what was scheduled at hand and to avoid entertaining unplanned activities (unless it’s too important AND urgent). Still, I’m open to handle various organizational responsibilities, but to a lesser extent now.

Wishlist of an Eighteen-Year-Old Kiddo

Eleven days before Christmas.

Last year, I had my set of wishlist on this blog. Some of those things I’ve wished for came, some don’t. For a fact, I know that everyone has been thinking what to give me this year. Where’s the conceitedness? LOL. Due to changing times, having a new set of wishlist would indeed help you.

YOM’S WISHLIST!

Jacket. I need it badly! It’s cold! Haha. Otherwise, hug me all the time. LOL.

Size: XS
Color/Design: Any (as long as it doesn’t look jologs)
I RECOMMEND: Topman, Folded and Hung, Adidas

Shirts. Yea. I still need shirts as part of my closet overhauling this year. LOL. Want to help me?

Size: XS/S (depending on the boutique. It would be better if I’m with you when you buy. LOL)
Type: Statement, vintage or any type of shirt
I RECOMMEND: Topman, Folded and Hung, Bench, Penshoppe, Human

Jeans. New shirts are useless without another pair of jeans. Faded/whitewashed/caramel-washed jeans are very much welcome.

Size: 28″/29″
Type: Skinny/slim fit. No straight cuts or loose fit jeans, please. Haha.
I RECOMMEND: Folded and Hung, Topman, Human, RRJ

Sneakers/rubber shoes. I’ve been using my sole pair of sneakers for almost a year now, so it should be replaced ASAP. Haha.

Color: White
Size: 8 1/2″-9″
I RECOMMEND: Converse, K-Swiss

Socks. To supplement that pair of shoes, a new set of pair of socks will do. Complete my footwear package.

Color: Black
Type: Foot socks
I RECOMMEND: Brands having quality-made fabrics (I hate Biofresh na!)

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Having those things mentioned above would be really, really great.

However, that’s way too superficial.

This year has been too challenging for me. On my eighteenth year in this world, I’ve experienced (and still experiencing) some of the best and the worst things so far. The best ones will always uplift me, but the worst ones will surely do the opposite. Knowing that worst stuff will give you a shock, definitely, for it is way too serious for a guy of my age.

I just need your prayers to get through this. That would be the greatest gift.

Doors

Which door: the one already closed or the half-open one?

In this world, it’s always nice to have a home, where one could find his shelter in times of extreme weather conditions and fatigue. Your home will definitely remain as the stronghold of one’s emotions, a place where acceptance is a norm in spite of the innate human trait called imperfection.

What if you have to leave that home because they don’t want you to stay?

You And Me – Lifehouse

Whoa. It’s been a long time since the last update.

Due to several things bugging my mind, I don’t know what to write about. The previous semester that I had was the best and the worst for me, and writing everything here would cost me a lot of time. In due time, I’ll make kwento rin on this blog, hoping to post a more personalized entry in the next few days or months.

But as of now, I guess I have to do this stuff. Shoot. Everyone will discover how old I am because of the songs included in my playlist. LOL.

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Instructions:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY?” YOU SAY?
Brown Eyes – Destiny’s Child

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
I’ll Be – Edwin McCain

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY OR A GIRL?
All The Love In The World – The Corrs

HOW DO YOU FEEL NOW?
Your Song – Elton John

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Over My Head (Cable Car) – The Fray

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Just Say The Word – Josh Kelley

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Just The Way You Are – Billy Joel
*Nice one.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
You’re All I Need – White Lion
*Another nice answer.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
This I Promise You – N Sync

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Till They Take My Heart Away – Claire Marlo

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Nocturne – Sponge Cola
*Pwede.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Now And Forever – Richard Marx

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Later – Fra Lippo Lippi
*Tsk. Certified latecomer nga ako.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
When You Look Me In The Eyes – The Jonas Brothers
*The best one!

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Gone (Spanish Version) – N Sync
*Whoa. Will that person leave me during the wedding day? Sad naman. :[

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Reality – Richard Sanderson
*Well, yeah. Death is a reality.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Perhaps Love (Sarang In Ga Yo) – Howl and J
*Ayus na ayus!

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Right Here Waiting – Richard Marx
*Hays. Yea. It’s sad waiting for someone you think won’t come back. :[

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Yo Te Voy Amar – N Sync
*Yo Te Voy Amar is the Spanish version of N Sync’s phenomenal hit, This I Promise You.

WHAT IS THE THEME SONG TO YOUR LIFE?
Geh Deh Ji Geum – Lim Jung Hee
*Korean song. I forgot what this one means.

WHAT DESCRIBES YOU?
Gone – N Sync
*Whoa. I guess this one’s right.

WHAT WILL YOU NAME THIS BULLETIN?
You And Me – Lifehouse